2014 NaPoWriMo Day 9

Work is Hell

 

These days I lose both
my mind and my temper on
a daily basis,
putting up with too many
ID-ten-tees. I hate it.

 

Between the ass kiss-
ers and the lazy co-work-
ers, no wonder I
live on rescue and headache
tablets. I should invoice them.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 8

Eating Alone

 

You told me you loved me
countless times.
You were my light
after endless dark days.
My comfort
when I thought about my father.

 

But you had flaws
I could not accept.

You had no respect for me or my time,
two in the afternoon is not morning.

Did you really think
that poking me in the butt
with your cock,
while I was sleeping,
would put me in the mood?

That is the reason
I would get up early
to go read on the couch.
You were a selfish mommy’s boy,
jumping to act every time
she opened her mouth.
You had the audacity to break up with me
on Valentine’s Day.

I know now
that I was just a convenient sex doll.

So now you are gone
and I am neither happy
nor am I sad.
And so every morning
I sit in my kitchen
and eat my oatmeal alone.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 7

Books

 

My books –
my unending
love, my everlasting
comfort, my undying light in
the dark.

 

The dark
ways of the world
are softened by words that
speak to the deepest hollows of
my soul.

 

My soul
cries for those worlds
that make reality
and humanity unwelcome –
surreal.

 

Surreal –
books wake your dreams
and imagination.
They call to me like a lover –
my books.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 6

No Longer Giving

 

Your voice echoes through
the hallway, reminding me
I no longer care.

 

I no longer care
about you and your selfish
beliefs about love.

 

Beliefs about love –
ours differ – I give my all –
you just take and take.

 

You just take and take.
You do not deserve my love.
I am better off.

 

I am better off,
no longer reacting when
your voice echoes through.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 5

Deserve Better

We said our goodbyes
but the sight of you each day
hurts me a little
more each time, more than what I
suffered when you broke my heart.

 

You broke me in more
ways than one –heart – spirit –soul.
In your eyes, I no
longer exist. I deserve
better, you immature ass.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 4

Love and Liars


You were mine -
my sun and my moon -
you promised forever.


You were gone -
leaving without a second glance.
You shouldn't lie.


Love makes liars
of you, me, the world -
we're just pretending.


Those three words
should never be spoken, its
deeds that prove.

2014 NaPoWriMo Day 3

Haunted Lullabies


The crow and the butterfly,
you summer day, me winter dark,
chasing in the colourless sky.
The crow and the butterfly.
Your haunting lullabies - I die -
pierce my heart through my tattooed mark.
The crow and the butterfly
you summer day - me winter dark.